Always Present

In response to my Papa Larry's poem: "Just One More Time" Remember what Eliot wrote, that โ€œWhat might have been and what has been Point to one end, which is always presentโ€ And so your โ€œhave-beensโ€ of driftwood fires near the sea Are, dear Papa, my present. Might I remind you-- Time is like the … Continue reading Always Present

For the Beekeeper

May you wake to the sun that wakes the bees in their boxes and by which you can see your work and spot the queen laying her eggs in golden wombs of light. May you hear the hum of all twenty-nine colonies and may it harmonize with the song of the robins and the breeze … Continue reading For the Beekeeper

Goodbye, Helen

There were many things I did not know about Helen McCallie, but none of them surprise me. For one, I didnโ€™t know she had hiked across Central Africa as a single woman in the sixties. I didnโ€™t know she played classical piano, or that she attended the opera--- though I remember how her laugh sounded … Continue reading Goodbye, Helen

An Aspen Forest

Aspen trees grow on the mountains out West in light, shining forests, because they are knit underground by a root system. Each tree sends out shoots that sprout into nearby aspens, so if the mother tree should get chopped or die, sheโ€™ll send her last life to her children. The โ€œcloneโ€ trees of a mother … Continue reading An Aspen Forest

Acres of Lupines

Whenever Papa Larry tells of the lavender farm he and Nanny visited up in Maine, I stop to listen, because I can almost smell the sweetness of flowers and sea. And then he'll reminisce to when they met the Lupine Lady herself--- Mrs. Barabara Cooney, who wrote the book Miss Rumphius. This past Christmas, Joel … Continue reading Acres of Lupines

Grave Flowers

We stood at my grandma Karenโ€™s grave on Palm Sunday, the wind matting the grass and making all the fake grave flowers tremble. Dad brought a bundle of daffodils from Papa Larryโ€™s garden, and as he tucked them in the granite vase, I said I hoped they wouldnโ€™t blow away. But itโ€™s early April and … Continue reading Grave Flowers