Where Were You?

I used to go to church with a lady who got teary-eyed on September 11th, remembering how her husband could have easily flown as a pilot for United that day in 2001. As the Lord would have it, her husband wasn't working that morning, but Flight 93 that crashed in Shanksville, Pennsylvania was a plane … Continue reading Where Were You?

Sorrow, Psalm 139, & the Good Shepherd

"O dear friend, when thy grief presses thee to the very dust, worship there!" ~ Charles Spurgeon The story of August: Fans running throughout the house and strawberry lemonade on days of 100 degrees Summer marigolds in the garden On a day of hospital visits---Christians who stand firm in the surgery waiting room, quoting James, … Continue reading Sorrow, Psalm 139, & the Good Shepherd

With These She Was Content

This tribute was written for my grandma Naomi's memorial service. She entered Christ's presence Sunday morning, August 17th. My grandma Naomi was a lover of the little things. Looking out her and Papaโ€™s sunroom windows this time of year---when the cicadas are full in the trees, the fish flipping down in the pond, and August … Continue reading With These She Was Content

Visiting Kirk

When I was six years old, my dad took me to visit a man in the hospital whose name was Kirk. Kirk was one of Dadโ€™s closest friends. They had a Paul and Timothy kind of brotherhood, where Kirk had broken free from a stormy past and become one of Dad's greatest mentors in the … Continue reading Visiting Kirk

Upon the Fall of a Pastor

On the week we were engaged, Jared and I were grocery shopping together when he got a text that nearly took the wind out of him. It was from a fellow pastor, asking if he'd heard the news: a preacher they both greatly respected, a stalwart leader and renowned expositor, had fallen to immorality. Overnight, … Continue reading Upon the Fall of a Pastor

Upon the Death of a Bradford Pear

โ€œI was putting off knowing it. All that day there had been a crashing in the wind, the sound of a chainsaw and that of a much heavier engine.โ€ - Wendell Berry, Jayber Crow I watched one afternoon in October to see my neighborโ€™s chainsaw whir and whine and whistle clean through the trunk of … Continue reading Upon the Death of a Bradford Pear

Victory Cry

There will probably never be an end to the stories pulled from the rubble of 9-11 --- stories of brave men who shouldered people in wheelchairs down a hundred flights of stairs, or ferrymen who swallowed smoke to sail crowds safely off the island, or a woman who kept her head and stayed on the … Continue reading Victory Cry

Always Present

In response to my Papa Larry's poem: "Just One More Time" Remember what Eliot wrote, that โ€œWhat might have been and what has been Point to one end, which is always presentโ€ And so your โ€œhave-beensโ€ of driftwood fires near the sea Are, dear Papa, my present. Might I remind you-- Time is like the … Continue reading Always Present

Grave Flowers

We stood at my grandma Karenโ€™s grave on Palm Sunday, the wind matting the grass and making all the fake grave flowers tremble. Dad brought a bundle of daffodils from Papa Larryโ€™s garden, and as he tucked them in the granite vase, I said I hoped they wouldnโ€™t blow away. But itโ€™s early April and … Continue reading Grave Flowers